Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving everyone! I spent the long weekend in Northern Virginia with FJ's family. My parents shared dinner with us and a few friends stopped by to say hello. It was nice and now I dread going back to work. Tomorrow- work- bleachhh...

Tuesday a.m. I have my dr's appt. I keep pressing my breasts to make sure they still hurt and being quietly thankful whenever I feel like dry heaving. I just worry that I will have a repeat of last year in the ob's office. I don't think I can handle it- I really can't. Last year at this time I remember driving to work a few days before my 9 weeks appt and thinking that it could be the best or the very worst week of my life. Not only was my ob's appt Wednesday, but I was also finding out that Friday if I achieved National Board Certification for teaching. So Wednesday came and went and we all know how that turned out. Thursday a miracle came via email saying that my NB scores wouldn't be available until December. Divine intervention! I knew that I hadn't achieved and didn't know how I would handle all of the bad news in a week. Sure enough weeks later, I got my bad news- hadn't passed. I decided to pursure it again.

So here we are in the same place. Last week I reminded myself of this when I got an email that scores would be posted Friday. I thought again, this could be the best month of my life or the very worst. How can I handle more bad news? My scores came and thank the good Lord above- I achieved. Now I hope that we continue this good news trend and I can get good news Tuesday.

Please oh please give me good news Tuesday!